Since George Zimmerman was found not guilty of killing Trayvon Martin, I've been repeating these words by the poet Audre Lorde like a prayer. She writes:

For those of us
who were imprinted with fear
like a faint line in the center of our foreheads
learning to be afraid with our mother's milk
for by this weapon
this illusion of some safety to be found
the heavy-footed hoped to silence us
For all of us
this instant and this triumph
We were never meant to survive.

Each time I re-read this stanza from "A Litany For Survival," the chaos and confusion I feel is cleared away. The lines are clean and defiant. They name our aches, our hurts, the paradoxes of our living, and slay that demon that dogs our days, fear.

By the poem's end, I'm washed clean. It's a blessing and a baptism and a challenge to me to engage in a world that would seem to deny my life.

I needed it again, when news came of the shooting death of Michael Brown, and then again this week.

This poem is meant to break spells and fevers. That line, "we were never meant to survive" warns us of difficulties that will come. I think of this poem when I see photos of black millennials protesting police brutality. Fire and smoke envelop them as they face off with the police force of what was once just another city in the middle of America.

Lorde ends her poem with these lines:

and when we speak we are afraid
our words will not be heard
nor welcomed
but when we are silent
we are still afraid

So it is better to speak
remembering
we were never meant to survive.

This is a poem fitting for these times.

Syreeta McFadden writes for The Guardian.

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Transcript

ARI SHAPIRO, HOST:

In order to understand the widespread anger over Michael Brown's killing in Ferguson, Missouri, and the grand jury's decision this week, it's important to remember history - both recent and distant. Literature helps us reach into those cultural archives. For our series This Week's Must Read, here is Syreeta McFadden.

SYREETA MCFADDEN: Since George Zimmerman was found not guilty of killing Trayvon Martin, I've been repeating these words by the poet Audre Lorde like a prayer. (Reading) For those of us, she writes, who were imprinted with fear like a faint line in the center of our foreheads, learning to be afraid with our mother's milk, for all of us, this instant and this triumph, we were never meant to survive.

Each time I reread it, the chaos and confusion I feel is cleared away. These lines are clean and defiant. They name our aches, our hurts, the paradoxes of our living, and they slay that demon that dogs our days, fear. By the poem's end, I'm washed clean. It's a blessing and a baptism and a challenge to me to engage a world that would seem to deny my life.

I needed it again when the news came of the shooting death of Michael Brown and then again this week. The poem is meant to break spells and fevers. That line, we were never meant to survive, warns us of difficulties that will come. I think of this poem when I see photos of black millennials protesting police brutality. Fire and smoke envelope them as they face the police force of what was once an inconsequential town in the middle of America.

Lorde ends her poem with these lines (reading) and when we speak we are afraid our words will not be heard, nor welcome, but when we are silent we are still afraid. So it is better to speak, remembering we were never meant to survive.

This is a poem fitting for these times.

SHAPIRO: The poem is "A Litany For Survival" by Audre Lorde. It was recommended by Syreeta McFadden, who writes for The Guardian. Transcript provided by NPR, Copyright NPR.

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