As part of a series called My Big Break, All Things Considered is collecting stories of triumph, big and small. These are the moments when everything seems to click, and people leap forward into their careers.
When long-distance swimmer Diana Nyad turned 60, she was determined to complete her life's biggest challenge.
"In the context of your phrase, 'my big break,' when I turned 60, there was a true, existential anxiety about how much time is left," Nyad says. "My mom had just died; she was 82. And at age 60, I thought, 'Uh-uh, I'm not going into that good night. I am going to fire up and live this thing as large as I can live it until I can't live it that large anymore.' "
She decided to attempt a record-breaking swim — from Havana, Cuba, to Key West, Fla., over 110 miles away. But these weren't uncharted waters for her. Nyad had actually tried — and failed — this swim four times before.
"You can't find a stretch of ocean more rife with Mother Nature on steroids — for a swimmer — as you can across the Straits of Florida between Havana and Key West," Nyad says.
There's the aggressive oceanic whitetip shark and the infamous box jellyfish, which has some of the deadliest venom in the world. And Nyad's been stung before. In fact, that's what ended her fourth attempt.
Even after that, Nyad tried again. In 2013, at 64 years old, she tried again — this time, with a specially designed suit and mask to protect against jellyfish and a new motto: "Find a way."
"Standing on the rocks, we started at Marina Hemingway, which is a famous location in Havana," Nyad says. "And we're screaming to each other, 'Onward! Find a way!' It's a surreal feeling. I think it's worse when you know what's out there."
For the first few hours of her swim, Nyad was trying just to relax and settle in. She calls it an extreme state of sensory deprivation.
"I'm really just out in my own world," Nyad says.
She even hallucinated. At one point, she saw the yellow brick road from the Wizard of Oz right below her, underwater.
"It's not Dorothy and the Tin Man; it's the Seven Dwarfs," she says. "They're marching along; they're going right where you're going, so just follow them for awhile. You know, I can't tell you how helpful they were. For three or four hours, I'm watching the little men."
But during the long swim — nearly 53 hours, ultimately — the nights were treacherous.
"Absolutely inky black out there," she says. "The wind whipped up that night. I started taking in large walls of seawater, I started vomiting into the mask and kicking hard to keep my face above water."
She lost a lot of energy and nutrition her first night. The next day, Nyad's team, including her best friend Bonnie Stoll, had her swimming near their boats every hour to feed her and give her water.
"Eat a little bit of banana, just anything to recuperate from the night before and get ready for the next night," she says.
By the second nightfall, Nyad had been in the water for 40 hours. She says she was getting more and more delirious.
"I was having trouble gripping onto reality and I was having trouble swimming," she says. "I was stopping and I was shivering. I forgot what we were doing."
Stoll called her over to the boat and instructed her to take her goggles off. She told Nyad to get above the surface and look over towards the horizon. In the darkness, Nyad saw a glimmer of light.
"And I said, 'The sun's coming up, and I'm going to get warmed up by the sun's rays. Oh, I can't wait!' " Nyad remembers. "And [Stoll] said, 'No, it's better than the sun. Those are the lights of Key West.' "
She was still hours away — but closer to the Florida shore than ever before. Nyad says the moment she saw the lights, there was no stopping her.
"I've taken on those life lessons, that big break of just wanting the journey to be an elevated experience, no matter the success," she says. "Those people on the beach that day, they were crying. There were several thousand people. What they saw was a human being who had a dream and refused to give up on it. That's how simple the story is."
We want to hear about your big break. Send us an email at mybigbreak@npr.org.
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Transcript
KAREN GRIGSBY BATES, HOST:
When long-distance swimmer Diana Nyad turned 60, she was determined to complete her life's biggest challenge.
DIANA NYAD: You know, in the context of your phrase my big break - when I turned 60, there was a true, existential anxiety about how much time is left. My mom had just died; she was 82. And at age 60, I thought uh-uh, I'm not going gently into that good night. I am going to fire up and live this thing as large as I can live it until I can't live it that large anymore.
BATES: She would make a record-breaking swim - Cuba to Florida, over 110 miles away. These were not uncharted waters. Nyad had tried and failed this swim four times before.
NYAD: You can't find a stretch of ocean more rife with mother nature on steroids, for a swimmer, as you can across the Straits of Florida between Havana and Key West.
BATES: There's the aggressive oceanic whitetip shark and the infamous box jellyfish. Its venom is considered one of the deadliest in the world. Nyad's been stung before; that's what ended her fourth attempt, captured in the documentary "The Other Shore."
(SOUNDBITE OF DOCUMENTARY, "THE OTHER SHORE")
NYAD: Oh, yep, fire, fire.
UNIDENTIFIED MAN: Oh, yeah, she's got it all over her.
BATES: Even after that, Nyad went back. In 2013, she tried again. She had a specially designed suit and mask to protect from jellyfish. Guided along by her team of boats with her best friend Bonnie Stoll on board, their new motto was find a way.
NYAD: Standing on the rocks, we started at Marina Hemingway, which is a famous location in Havana. And we're screaming to each other onward, find a way. It's a surreal feeling. Like, you know, I think it's worse when you know what's out there.
(SOUNDBITE OF MUSIC)
NYAD: Those first few hours are a matter of settling in. It's a real extreme state of sensory deprivation. I'm really just out in my own world.
(SOUNDBITE OF MUSIC)
NYAD: I see the yellow brick road right below me, and it's not Dorothy and the Tin Man. It's the Seven Dwarves. They're marching along. They're going right where you're going. So just follow them for a while.
So I, you know - I can't tell you how helpful they were. For three or four hours, I'm watching the little men, and I'm thinking well, now what was that guy's name again? Sleepy - I can't remember. Anyway, you do go into full-fledged hallucinations, but much more at night.
(SOUNDBITE OF MUSIC)
NYAD: The nights were treacherous - absolutely inky black out there. The wind whipped up that night. I started taking in large walls of seawater. I started vomiting into the mass and kicking hard to keep my face above water. I was sick, and I lost a lot of nutrition and hydration during the night. So that whole next day, Bonnie and her gang would have me over the side of the boat constantly - instead of every 90 minutes, every hour. Eat a little bit of banana, just anything to recuperate from the night before and get ready for the next night.
(SOUNDBITE OF MUSIC)
NYAD: The second night at the 38, 40 hour mark, I was having trouble gripping onto reality. And I was having trouble swimming. I just - I was stopping and I was shivering. I forgot what we were doing. I was really out of it. And Bonnie decided I needed it, and she called me over toward the boat and she said put your goggles up on your forehead. Get up above the surface. Look that way. What do you see?
And I said the sun's coming up. And I'm going to get warmed up by the sun's rays. Oh, I can't wait.
And she said no, it's better than the sun. Those are the lights of Key West.
(SOUNDBITE OF MUSIC)
NYAD: The swim took 53 hours. I've taken on those life lessons, that big break of just wanting the journey to be an elevated experience, no matter the success. Those people on the beach that day, they were crying. There were several thousand people. What they saw was a human being who had a dream and refused to give up on it. That's how simple the story is.
BATES: Diana Nyad. Her memoir, "Find A Way," comes out this fall. You don't have to swim from Cuba to Florida to have a big break. Send us your story - mybigbreak@npr.org. Transcript provided by NPR, Copyright NPR.
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