How Black Students At Mizzou Are Coping With This Week's Threats

Sean Adams helped set up the hub where black students could hang out, eat, nap and study. "They don't feel like they're being protected," he said.

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After anonymous threats targeting black students at the University of Missouri were posted online Tuesday evening, saying things like, "I'm going to shoot any black people tomorrow, so be ready," the fear on campus grew quickly.

Some black students were so scared that they left their dorms to stay with friends off campus. Others didn't go that far, but did stay inside and away from windows.

But within a couple of hours, some black students, frustrated by the campus police's assertion that the campus was safe, began to mount a counter response.

Sean Adams, a senior and a member of a black fraternity at Mizzou, began offering rides to students too afraid to walk outside.

He went back to his apartment after midnight, where friends had gathered to spend the night.

Close to 1 a.m., he got a call from a friend, angry that so many students had been made to feel so afraid. They felt like they had to do more. They and a small group contacted the Black Culture Center on campus and asked if they could convert it into a refuge of sorts for the school's black students — a "safe space" where they could go to study, eat, nap and feel comforted by others.

The Black Culture Center at the University of Missouri.

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Students snacked on donated food.

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By 8:30 that morning, it was up and running.

Out front, several black male students acted as escorts for students too afraid to walk on campus alone. Inside, students ate donated snacks and did homework. Some watched TV. Others slept on plush couches.

This group of students volunteered to serve as escorts for students afraid to walk on campus alone.

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The threats to student safety felt like a punch in the stomach, said Adams, "but at the same time, for that to keep us from doing certain things and control us emotionally, we just couldn't let that happen. ... A lot of people are scared, and that's what this environment is for, for reassurance, to build confidence and make sure everybody knows they're not alone."

Junior Whitney Thompson agreed, explaining that fear needs a breeding ground. "If you surround yourself with people who aren't afraid," says Thompson, "eventually, if you are afraid, that kind of dwindles down because it has nowhere to feed off of and grow."

Junior Whitney Thompson helped set up the student hub at the Black Culture Center. "If you surround yourself with people who aren't afraid, eventually, if you are afraid, that kind of dwindles down because it has nowhere to feed off of and grow," she said.

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Fear, and how to handle it, is something a lot of black students have talked about in the past couple of days. Most have said that although they're afraid, they feel they have to hide it. At the Black Culture Center, among other black students, they can let it out.

Wednesday night, several hundred students packed into a large meeting room. A student named Ida stood up to speak.

"I don't know what to do," she said. "I have class at 9:30 in the morning. Why am I scared to walk by myself at 9:30 in the morning? I know we're supposed to be strong. I know we're supposed to not let them see us sweat. But why am I scared at 9 o'clock in the morning?"

By Tuesday night, students had broken down the small tent city that had served as the center of protest.

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Another student put her arms around Ida's shoulders. Then, grad student Reuben Faloughi led the group in a decompression exercise. The exercise allowed students to shout out how they were feeling — tired and stressed, many said. But those feelings didn't stop what happened next.

Hundreds of students poured out of the Black Culture Center and onto the street. They marched to the main student center in the middle of campus. A call and response broke out, unifying the students' voices:

"Show me what democracy looks like!"

"This is what democracy looks like!"

"Tell me what democracy looks like!"

"This is what democracy looks like!"